If u see my mummy,
please hold her tight for me,
because even though she's smiling,
her pains not easy to see.
Shes hidden it deep inside her,
a smile upon her face,
so u don't feel uncomfortable,
or put in an awkward place.
She will laugh n she will smile,
sound normal on the phone,
but deep inside she's screaming,
''help me I'm sooo alone''
I can hear also her bother,
because its screaming from her heart,
she doesn't know why this happened,
why we had to part.
She's all mixed up inside her,
her body is filled with pain,
please someone help my mummy,
before she goes insane.
Just talk about me to her,
don't think that the pain has gone,
that she should be over me,
for her pain will go on and on.
She held me in her body,
then held me in her arm,
she wanted to look after me,
and keep me away from harm.
But she feel in a way,
that she let me down,
and I can't reassure her,
that I am always around.
I want to hug her tightly,
and take away her pain,
but I can't do that from here,
wait until we together again.
So if you see my mummy,
don't say you've been through worse,
Don't say oh she will get over me,
I am not a lost purse!
I am and always will be,
the baby that she bore,
and even though u loved me,
my mummy loved me more.
Don't compare me to a lost dog,
or a grandad or a nan,
she will help u with your worries,
if she feel she can.
Don't expect to much from her,
its her child that she misses
she's like a china doll inside,
could crack up into pieces,
so hold her please so gently,
tell her not to be afraid to cry,
and listen to her go on and on,
why oh why oh why.?
She's not the person you once knew,
yes she's changed a lot,
one day her smile maybe genuine,
one day it maybe not.
So please let me rest peacefully,
I wont until u know,
that my mummy need your support,
not that silly look of so??
That as I never breathed,
I wasn't really real,
that its harder to have memories,
how do u think that make her feel?
Because we have many memories,
you weren't lucky enough to share,
daddy carried me in my coffin,
mummy carries my lock of hair.
I weren't a summit that happen!!
Or a thing that was meant to be,
she carried me past the maybe stages,
she then gave birth to me.
So if you see my mummy,
give her a gentle squeeze,
don't tell her what I've told u,
she wont be too pleased.
She likes to think its private,
the pain is not being shown
but it is there believe me,
she is feeling so alone.
Thank you all for listening,
I'm glad I got to say,
though u don't know me like mummy,
trust me, you will one day!